tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097885749254023765.post7797239813909103876..comments2024-03-11T19:50:09.688-07:00Comments on Sitting on the Porch, Visiting with Lynn Donovan: Unintential BaggageLynn Donovanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03758025695796086125noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097885749254023765.post-45099028937747992212014-05-23T20:02:16.074-07:002014-05-23T20:02:16.074-07:00Lynn, most mothers fall short or are too demanding...Lynn, most mothers fall short or are too demanding. My mother actually sided with my X's mom and they took my child away for getting a divorce. The details are pretty messy but I realized she believed what she was taught and thought for all the world that My X's mom was telling the truth. Thought it would make us get back together. He raped a child. She was only 11 and I mean a very young 11. I hate him so badly that I would not cross the Mississippi for years. The day he died I had a waking/ dream that finally I killed him. It was so vivid that I had to beg God to forgive me the murder in my heart and let me forgive. I finally did but my X died the very morning. When our child told me for a few minutes I thought it wasn't a dream. All anger gone! MAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097885749254023765.post-10810478046587984612014-05-11T16:49:17.856-07:002014-05-11T16:49:17.856-07:00You are not alone. Many struggle with similar emot...You are not alone. Many struggle with similar emotions. I'm glad you have processed it!Sheila Hollingheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04364884603434329050noreply@blogger.com